woensdag 6 november 2019

The Abbreviated Medvedev


american, bukowski, him, what, me,

called, think,
novelists, poets, love,
poems, course, institute,

cried, russia, myself, zhope,
saying, saying, is, other, girl, hennig, itself,
payment, mothers, life,

timidity, is, example, or, or, least, is, scholars, ceremonious, up, example, business, cheat, swindle,
had, example, businessmen, anguish, inheritance, happens, example, newspaper, he, them, times, down, them, out, general, me, era, it, now, jealousy), is, example,
thinks, apparently, values, glory, power, flowers, women,
prestige, comfort,
me, well, true, anaesthesia, yes,
death, or, rather, dangerous, kids, clean, diseased, myself, liver, example, mass, breast, shiny, anyway, soldiers, me, them,
else, there, hospital, is, hair, bones), changed,
me, then,
day, on, school, and, know, peers, female,
certain, reason, or, lucky, school, example, art, family, then, rich, caucasians, rich, some, think, harmony,
tranquility, yes, satiety, way, some, think, doom, heavy, smoke, chaos, clubs, stores, further, further,
to, say, lvovsky, his, opinion, poems, me, way, else, fixed, ruinous, obsession, delightful, heavy,
without, everyone, who, wedding,
friends, them, know, god, up, married, apartment, early,
true, time, know, organization, day, shift, so, night,
is, way, power,
in, floor,
me,
like, pirates, life, me, wives, lovers, wages, parent, strange, is,

ago, with, part, designers, magazines, on, company, her, worry, dostoevsky, friends, failures, hostess, girl, him, much, wages, helplessness, comforted,
her, myself, him, husband,




not, is, example,
often, Kirill, stale, yes, yes, that, and, know, approaches, subjects, intonations,
more, someone, example, out, hopelessly, prolific, poems, example, me, literature, her, lovers, rather,
trendy, consumption, consume, fear, anxiety, so, photographer, number, street, club, him, jaded, said, Zhenya, you, said, yes,
said, Zhenya, Gabby, out, me, good, Zhenya, stories, Zhenya, anecdotes, interesting, and, importantly,
vicious, unctuous, nervous,

culture,

once, nearby, I, thankfully,
recently, theater, me, seat, cashier, too, time, is, weak, art), Toad, Hitler, course,
real, say, professors, and, importantly, protest, down, weight, art,
us, me, fanaticism, snobbery, obsession, philanthropy, this, not, case, likely, interests, idiot, this, noise, howling,
overall, wonderful, nostalgic, type, tragic,

poets, Gubanov, yes,
tree, birch, oak, tired, beautiful, poets, down,
I, example, pathetic, powerless, miserable, ugly, worthless, vain, selfish,
idea, less, are, end, parents, friends,
neighborhood, foliage,
night, bed,
apartment,
“intentional, be, example, mysticism, half-dead, case, feet,
language,


border, customs, Poland, what, no, Germany, say, Portugal, Greece, Syria, oh, athlete, Iceland, sheep, deer, solid, real, Thebes,
Moscow, end, ground, over, over, in, ground, over, says, officer, answers, gone), killed, troops, northwest, ground, over, over, in, ground, Minsk, Lvovsky, Amélie,
time, chance, popular, it, personalities, it, policemen, opposite, say, around, positivity, positivity, positivity, me, goodness, Amélie, goodness, exists, reach, suspicious, skittish, awkward, unreachable, form, places, places, wandering, dreaming, exists, exists, outcasts, ideas, children,
ears, lumps, unreachable, impossible, specific, about, life, forms, another, also, incidentally, it, couples, army, something, him, because, says, Nazi, SS, communist, Leipzig, back,
falling, suddenly, surprised, there, beautifully, autumn, foliage, surprised, 7, ago), early, here, proud, brave, bewildered, them, scheisse, shit, sneg, snow, s-n-o-w, white, beautiful), time), now,
different, Belarus, school, learned, think, speak, Russian, Polish, pants, nagavitsi, “leg-ons”), process, that, hence, speak, Pen,
born, poets, me, years, wonderful, shining, maddening, language, culture, world, Chinese, blacks,
Arabs, Turks, Chinese, block, Chinese, peoples, in, in, temptation, hands, legs, heads, sign, election, spectacle, temptation,
at, charge, jester, musician, himself, out, shining, revelation, romanticism, cancer, game, revelation, game, clowning,
ago, scandal, health, war, years, case, all,
else, exchange, all, already, point, assumption, it, it, noise, trap, garbage, crap, truism, thought, rabbit, lambs,
monkeys, moles, cuttlefish, meet, Frankovsky, Blockade, choices, us, although, why, we, ours, who, me, who, me, often, leave, so, inefficient, around,
ah, matter), moving, moving, forever, this, move, move, impossible, paralysis, move, movement, camels, relatives, tourists, tourists, people, situations, journey, weak, ill-formed,
drinks, drunk, drunk, out, us, cups, vegetables, we, now, stupidity, strangeness, us), alone, be, also, way, way, sinks,
exactly, strongly, wrongly, worked, way, worked, sometimes, direction, way, so, there, then, what, general,
cold, late, sandwich, soon, Brest, border, happened), Germany, girls, girls, light, world, Rome, flood, straw-like, straight, lines,


hand, priorities, noticing, will, hand, art, me, hand, market, publishers, everything, distinctions, it, employing, gain, strategies, critics, half-developed, throats, life, sympathetic, me, function, but, contrary, see, position, socially, commercially, money, pose, stunt, particular, mainstream, mainstream, person, and, possible, position, then, maybe, honest, uncompromising, country, (or, hand, cultural, financial,


fight, scandal, ahead, me, care, it, something,

knees, sex, director, what, FOR, thought, habit, myself, discomfort, complexes, traumas, pain, love, relaxation,
FOR, PRICE, LOW,
poem, memories, with, way, buddy-buddy, say, coincidence, prowess, situation, cocks, cocks, place, everywhere, here, America, value, value,
anything, rubber, is, resin, rOsin, resin, Russian, active, stage, poured, working, burning, relaxing, narrowing,
it, thinking, probably, penis, waist, mind, silently, Turk, time, me, understand, waiting, lonely,

reasonable, indecisive, drugs, alcohol, Satanism, cannibalism, coprophagy, Pushkin, Dostoevsky, Stalin, Pugacheva, side, ball, top, trash-food, trash-ideology, religion, “Sovok, speed, culture, arguments, inescapable,
politics, economics, single-minded, conservative, values, them, be, course, Russia, perestroika, alienation, privatization, conformism, greed, poet, essayist, novelist, era, Yabloko, party, Forces, one,
politicians, artists, philosophers, describes, humor, time, novel, Orthography, idea, false, century, understand, accept, laws, independent, position, counterparts, suppressed, (Akhmatova, Nabokov, inheritance, ago, art, place,
regressiveness, ambitions, is, Authority, exceptions, ideal, citizen, not, mind, embodiment, experiments, masterfully, efforts, and, happens, which, law, concerned, citizen, trial, village, Brodsky,



[Kirill Medvedev, It’s No Good, Fitzcarraldo Editions, 2016, p. 25–123]

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